Torn

[Intro]
I'm doing my best, I am trying so hard
I ain't tryna lose myself and lose you aswell
I feel like that's the direction it's going
It's come like a surprise to me init
I didn't know how much I was doing to you or what I was do
I'm telling you I know the way I spoke to you and the way I've been over the years is because of everything
It's not right, I know it's not right

[Verse 1]
Pain's the only way to describe this
Should I really stick around or wait out and ride it?
Everything I thought I knew, could it really be a lie?
Anything is possible but do I have the strength to try?
Full of regret, yeah, I can't get upset (No)
Don't wanna shed no tears 'cause I hate when my face feels wet
Sometimes I ask myself, could this really be the best it gets?
I can't give up on you but I gotta show myself respect
Yeah I know better so why don't I do better?
I made the decision, I feel like I'm quitting while I write this letter
Am I being hasty?
Got me feeling's like crazy
True loving lazy but I need you to save me

[Chorus]
Did we need space? Did we need time?
Should we pick up where we left it and rewind?
I ain't ending now I know how time's expired
But I'll always be the Bonnie to your Clyde

[Verse 2]
And this is the part where I pull myself together while I'm faded
Irrational and emotional, I guess you could say I'm jaded
We've been here before, what's once more?
Neither one of us wants to use that door
We so sensational, need a encore
Tell me what you need from me, how do I set us free? (Baby)
Promise I will let this be, can we just wait and see? (Maybe)
Say chance, there's no more than three but I disagree
Don't try to cop a plea, there's no guarantee

[Hook]
I want us to survive this so we can tell our grandkids
I woke up and chose violence
That lead to all this silence
Can't we rectify this? I can't deal with this crisis
I'm really tryna fight it but I'm too indecisive

[Chorus]
Did we need space? Did we need time?
Should we pick up where we left it and rewind?
I ain't ending now I know how time's expired
But I'll always be the Bonnie to your Clyde

[Verse 3]
Pain's the only way to describe this
Should I really stick around or wait out and ride it?
Everything I thought I knew, could it really be a lie?
Anything is possible but do I have the strength to try?
It really looks bad
Can't front like it's good when I'm mad
It's even more sad
When we're like this, I'm not in my bag
Fuck what they say, we made it this far, I'm glad
Let's celebrate for the all good times that we had

[Chorus]
Did we need space? Did we need time?
Should we pick up where we left it and rewind?
I ain't ending now I know how time's expired
But I'll always be the Bonnie to your Clyde
Did we need space? Did we need time?
Should we pick up where we left it and rewind?
I ain't ending now I know how time's expired
But I'll always be the Bonnie to your Clyde

[Outro]
It's not right, I know it's not right
I don't wanna talk
Why, I don't wanna talk to you that way
I don't wanna talk to you like that, I don't want to be in that way
I know I need to learn how to control myself more or control what comes out my mouth
But it's not just you like I got a lot of anger in me already
A lot of frustration already in me
So this
I don't want it to be taken out on me, which is
It's not taken out on you
It's like a bottle Daina, the bottle's already been shaken
It's not even what you've done
I'm not over the fact that you done the ultimate betrayal and then continued to do it after the fact
Knowing how much you cried and begged in my face and told me you were sorry and it will never happen again
Went and got my face tattooed on your back and everything, trying to prove to me that you mean it
We're going down that that path now of
The path of I believed you Ahmet
Yes Daina, you did