[Verse 1]
Since I left I needed medicine
Just can't shake it off
Waking up I'm on the fence again
Don't know what I lost
So I'm not in any photographs
Took that like a punch
Talking to myself right off the ledge
Guess that's what I want
[Pre-Chorus]
Could say I missed out
Could say I dodged a bullet
A different lifestyle, I don't know what to call it
I don't know what to call it
[Chorus]
I hate it when I'm here
I love it when I'm leaving
I miss you when you're gone
I'm floating in between
Will I ever put my feet on the ground?
Just be happy with the way it is now?
I hate it when I'm here
I lovе it when I'm leaving
The morе I feel alone
The more I miss the deep end
Will I ever drop my bags on the ground?
Just be happy with the way it is now? (Now)
[Verse 2]
Fighting through my tongue like fingernails
I know I should stop
Sorry that I had to bail again
That's not what I want
On a plane these thoughts are turning
Always on then off
Somewhere in between I'm torn again
No one knows I'm gone
[Pre-Chorus]
Could say I missed out
Could say I dodged a bullet
A different lifestyle, I don't know what to call it
I don't know what to call it
[Chorus]
I hate it when I'm here
I love it when I'm leaving
I miss you when you're gone
I'm floating in between
Will I ever put my feet on the ground?
Just be happy with the way it is now?
I hate it when I'm here
I love it when I'm leaving
The more I feel alone
The more I miss the deep end
Will I ever drop my bags on the ground?
Just be happy with the way it is now? (Now)
Torn was written by Ryan Raines & Lixa & Pat Linehan & Carlie Hanson & Gabe Reali.
Torn was produced by Ryan Raines & Lixa & Pat Linehan & Carlie Hanson.
Carlie Hanson released Torn on Fri Mar 10 2023.
Everybody knows this feeling. Whenever I’d go back home to Wisconsin after missing it for so long, within the next week, I’m ready to move on and get back to work. But then again, I wanted to spend as much time as possible with my family and friends. It’s a constant battle. You can’t have your cake...