Torn

[Intro]
I wake up to a strangers head
Laying on the pillow
Where you used to rest yours

It's been lonely inside my bed
Sometimes I find that I need to outsource

[Verse 1]
It's been a while since I've seen you
And I do not mean to bring back all the things that we were

It's just that I find it hard to continue
Without you to keep me warm

[Chorus]
Oh I'm just a little bit torn
Oh oh I'm just a little bit torn

[Verse 2]
I wake up, four cups of coffee
Still use that machine you bought
You bought me

So I could save some money
And I still think it's funny how
After three months
Of getting over speed bumps

Like deleting all our pictures and not taking new ones

[Verse 3]
I should control it
I know that I could move on

[Chorus]
It's just that you make me feel so alive
And i wish i was never born
Oh I'm just a little bit torn
Oh oh I'm just a little bit torn

[Verse 4]
Where do I go from here?
I wish I knew the answers

I'm living my life in fear
Of going on new adventures

I wish I wasn't so used to waking up to you laying beside me
And if you're not looking then you'll never find me

It won't take too long for me to be strong and really start living more
But, I could be wrong I hate moving on
And losing what we had before

[Outro]
I'm just a little bit torn
Oh oh I'm just a little bit torn