Top Of The World

[Verse 1: Kamikazi]
I guess I'm just different
As usual, nobody listens
Been screaming for help for a minute
I don't wanna end it
Through therapy, thought I could fix it
But now that I'm seeing I can't
What are the facts?
Seeing my illness intact
I know what I am what I ain't
I'm mentally trapped
I see there's no way to get back
And that in itself is enough to get up
Jump on the game not the thing and be numb
I'm so sick of this music and the bullshit that comes
I just walk away from it like fuck it I'm done
Fuck it I'm done
I don't wanna be famous
I am not built for it, demons contagious
Fuck a hotel room the room makes me anxious
I didn't smoke weed or drink nothing I faced it
Why am I like this?
My therapist told me that this was some shit I would live with for life
So many ways you learn to deal with it
One situation can come with a price
That's why I really tried to be more than considerate
Give out respect and I've rarely been given it
I can admit it, that there was a time I was ignorant
Blind to the fact I'm not innocent
Fame is a trap
The changes some people can act
The streets really played into rap
The money come in and their mind is unstable like mine and you watch how these niggas react
Gotta watch where you at
H-h-h how can I grow as a man in a game that don't talk about nothing
Where everyone suffers from some sort of illness
And I ain't nobody so fuck it I'm yelling out Brain

[Hook]
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Brain
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)

[Verse 2: C-Ray]
I guess I'm just different
Not just appearance, genetically
My biological chemistry
That of a god with the flawless complexity
30 plus years I can feel it affecting me
Limitless, I have no bitch in my pedigree
I'm on that shit like amphetamines
Took control I'm not a victim of destiny
Diligence, I live for this every breath of me
Infamous
I'm who I stick on my enemies
Fuck em all we can stop with the pleasantries
Violate, my brain is gone like a Kennedy
The hatred is all that is left in me
Hard to stay civil like gotta end up
The leaf
Catch me without it I promise you'll never leave
Venomous, mess of a loss of extremities
This that you feel is the God in my energy
Got no equivalence
All my constituents rock with a vivid intensity
I let the wickedness get to me
Sick I'll be with Mr. Williams in therapy
Might take a sip of the Hennessy
Might stick a dick up in yo bitch allegedly
When I get drunk I'm a whore infidelity
Deep down I am what you sorta pretend to be
Morbid, recording my melodies
Some type of disorder, my mind is in orbit
I kinda distorted my memories
Taking no quarter impeccably
Self-torture is more than my specialty
I live and breath it then dive in the deep end while begging it for the assorted amenities
Always ignore what they telling me
Yelling out Brain

[Hook]
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Brain
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)
Haters lie (haters lie)
Top of the world (top of the world)

[Outro]
Brain
Haters lie (haters lie)