Too Scared to Leave My Room

Isolated in my room
Hide myself from all of you
None of this is even new
I don’t think i'll make it through
Scared to even to talk you
Scared you’ll hate me if you knew
That i’m worthless
I feel so hopeless
I’m trying
Yea
I’m trying
You left me on read
Just like i did to you
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
But i don’t think i'll make it
Trying my best to fake it
But i just can’t even take it
Anymore

I ran away from everyone i've ever known
They didn’t seem to care
I guess i was just too scared
To leave my room

Everyday
It just feels the same
Can’t escape the pain
That i feel building in my brain
Used to smoke those cigarettes
While hoping i’d decay
I guess it didn’t work
Because i’m still breathing
Stay away
Please
Just for today
I can’t socialize with others
No, i’m not okay
Airplane mode
On my phone
I’m alone
That’s the way it should be
I swear
I’m better on my own

Isolated in my room
Hide myself from all of you
None of this is even new
I don’t think i'll make it through
Scared to even to talk you
Scared you’ll hate me if you knew
That i’m worthless
I feel so hopeless
I’m trying
Yea
I’m trying
You left me on read
Just like i did to you
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
But i don’t think i'll make it
Trying my best to fake it
But i just can’t even take it
Anymore

I ran away from everyone i've ever known
They didn’t seem to care
I guess i was just too scared
To leave my room