Too Much To Live For

[Hook]

I keep a chip on my shoulder
My heart can't get any colder
I from a place where they treat me like I ain't shit
And I can't even lie, sometimes I don't wanna be sober
But I ain't tryna risk getting addicted
I was 12 when I took my first hit
I was 13 when I smoked my first spliff
At 24 I OD'd nigga this is no drill
So when I say I'm off a dat I'm being real
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for

[Verse 1]

Can't have no more disappointments
Cause I'm still anointed
And I feel appointed by God
These hater niggas still annoying
They be really noisy
But the karma dealing with my opps
The grass greener on the pasture where I'm stepping
I ain't care about a gang a nigga reppin
On the come up with a couple of the bredrens
Happy Birthday Shaddy
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[Hook]

I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for

[Verse 2]
I got a skin full of melanin representing my relatives
My skill set is excellent I ain't gotta embellish it
Still young, so the moment I gotta revel and relish it
But beware of my peers cause some of these n-words is devilish
How much women on standby
Bey I can't lie I got several chicks
Take my daddy advice
He say take my time before settling
Could give you bout anything
But can't give you a wedding ring
You abandon me, spot how quick I move on to a better thing
Let her jiggle that gelatin, ain't got no BBL in it
I fuck her to sleep and I tuck her in I'm a gentleman
She wake up I ain't surprised that she wanna have sex again
Right now she don't know how to say my name unless she yellin it
I try to be conscious of my interactions
I pray I don't fall prey to following fashion
Hope I could spot the vultures who just wanna fraction
Cause at the end of the day I'm the captain

And I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for

[Hook]

I keep a chip on my shoulder
My heart can't get any colder
I from a place where they treat me like I ain't shit
And I can't even lie, sometimes I don't wanna be sober
But I ain't tryna risk getting addicted
I was twelve when I took my first hit
I was thirteen when I smoked my first spliff
At twenty-four, I OD'd nigga this is no drill
So when I say I'm off a dat I'm being real
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for
I got way too much to live for
Why I wanna get myself killed for