Too many times

[Intro]
There's so many times that I, that I have lost my mind
Whoever wonders that I, can't ask but I can't lie
I've tried savin' my face, but not sure that's what I wanted
No, I, oh, I
I thought I did before

[Verse 1]
This life ain't what you asked
As I thought out loud
I travelled far for this
Do you wonder why I still drown?
And I hold my breath
When I take a chance
You're too used to this now
When there's no air left
Well, who's pullin' me up? Mm

[Chorus]
I could tell that I'm missed
I'm surely damned
But that won't ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now
I could tеll in the midst
I'm surely down
But that won't evеr stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now

[Verse 2]
What you say, this ain't right, this went left
Coming back home, I ain't got time for this
Who you love? Who you blame? Who asked for this?
When did you make you make up your mind that I had time for this?
Been too long, two months, but I now I called you up
Yeah, you were there but you knew nothing about me
How'd you learn if you don't hear the words I said?
Maybe you could feel it through my pain instead

[Chorus]
I could tell that I'm missed
I'm surely damned
But that won't ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now
I could tell in the midst
I'm surely down
But that won't ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now