Too many headaches

Everything hurts but i gotta keep it moving
Dying everyday and i dont know what im doing
Days go by never see the sunset
Its always night fall wonder am i dead yet?
Can't catch a breathe
Now i wanna die
Balling up a fist
I just wanna feel alive
Sick of everybody that wanna be sad
Wanna disappear and ill never come back

Anxiety clutching my chest
Freaking out im just doing my best
Paranoid i dont think this is real
Confused i dont know how to feel

Same dreams same nightmares
Dead nights and youre right there
Same tears same headaches
Dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x2)

Everything hurts and its only getting worse
Miss the days that i didn't even feel hurt
But its all gone why do i go recollect?
Ima go and snap my neck from reading all these fucking texts
Self destructive
Its my fault
My head that im stuck in i can't call
But i hope youre doing alright
Can i see you one last time?

Anxiety clutching my chest
Freaking out im just doing my best
Paranoid i dont think this is real
Confused i dont know how to feel

Same dreams same nightmares
Dead nights and youre right there
Same tears same headaches
Dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x4)