Too Close

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it
I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm
If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?
Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
I take it to heart but I keep them around
And I lie awake tryna drown it out

[Chorus]
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
I'm numb, numb, numb
Should I run, run, run?
I'm too, too close to losing myself

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it
No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)
Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it
I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
I take it to heart but I keep them around
And I lie awake tryna drown it out

[Chorus]
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
I'm numb, numb, numb
Should I run, run, run?
I'm too, too close to losing myself
I'll drown it out

[Drop]
Too, too
Too, too close to…
I'm too, too close to losing myself
Too, too
Too, too close to
To losing myself

[Chorus]
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
I'm numb, numb, numb
Should I run, run, run?
I'm too, too close to losing myself
So I'll drown it out

[Outro]
But I'm…
I'm too, too close to losing myself
But I'll drown it out
I'm too, too close to losing myself