Too Close

[Verse 1]
I live inside a catacomb entombed with all my fears
I look over my shoulder, catching up are all my years
I think I'm going crazy and my mind's not thinking clear
I wish you'd leave me tortured like I have tortured you over the years

[Chorus]
Leave me alone, I'm a walking disaster
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go, better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most
Don't get too close

[Verse 2]
'Cause it's not you, it's me
I cannot make sense of the state that I'm in
I'm a wreck, you agree
I'm a hazard to myself and those around
I hate to show this side of me that no one knows
I think I'm fine but I am damaged
I'm not fine knowing that I have damaged you

[Chorus]
Leave me alone, I'm a walking disaster
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go, better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most
Don't get too close

[Bridge]
Lying to myself that I don't need your help
I need attention
Lying to myself that I don't need your help
I'm better off without it, you'll be better off without me too
To my cell I go
I'm better left for dead
You're better off without me, I'll be better off without you too

[Chorus]
Leave me alone, I'm a walking disaster
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go, better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most

[Outro]
Why am I afraid to face the truth?
I don't know, I don't know why
Lately I wish I was someone else
But I'm here left to code
I'm scared