Tonight

[Verse 1]
I’ve been really manic I’ve been losing track of myself
Isolate inside my room destroy my mental health
I feel like I’m awful won’t you leave me by myself?
I saw pain in your eyes and it felt like hell

[Chorus]
Only time I ever feel okay is off these meds
Idk if you’re real or just in my head
Wish I could do it by myself heal myself instead
It probably doesn’t matter I might end up dead

And all these stupid tears that I cry
Won’t you please hold me tonight
I just want to feel alivе
Won’t you just please hold me tonight

[Verse 2]
Intеrnal gunshots play up on loop
They used to be my friends now they just act real rude
I wanna be myself but I cannot stay true
Cuz I just hate myself everything that I’ve been through
And I do not wanna talk no more

Only time I ever feel okay is off these meds
Idk if you’re real or just in my head
Wish I could do it by myself heal myself instead
It probably doesn’t matter I might end up dead

[Outro]
And all these stupid tears that I cry
Won’t you please hold me tonight
Won’t you please hold me tonight
Won’t you please hold me tonight