Tongue Tied (Fashion Star rmx)

[Verse]
I'm looking death in the eye
Watch my soul fly by
How the fuck it is that after this time I'm alive?
Get the fuck away from me I ain't showing you what's inside
Even my family don't know how many times I died
I gotta put this shit aside and leave alone all of my pride
Fake pills on the table lemme try
I can feel my body failing I don't even know why
I wanna say I love you but I'm fucking tongue tied
Get back bitch u need a lesson
Russian roulette where the Smith & Wesson
Breaking me to pieces this so precious
I'm fallin down even though that u told me to stop it
I can see straight through you that shit all a act why don't you drop it
Got a premium pack it came to kill me straight from the tropic
Sippin liquor let's mix it my new antibiotic
Check the time any moment now I'm droppin
Step on me fuck up my life she got it emo bitch or gothic?
They love watching my downfall take a pic put in a comic
I can't get out of my bed I'm makin it in to my coffin
I heard knocks on the door pretty sure the reaper knocking
Is it real? Not at all last night leaving serious marking
I don't need her no more but sometimes catch myself doubting
Another day on the ground I'm crawling
Sacrifice my life I go all in
Maybe that's gonna be the day that they remember me for something