[Verse 1]
I wish that no-one else existed before we met
I'm thinking I need some assistance to analyse my head
I know that I make it consistent, leave things unsaid
And suddenly I don't like distance, I'm such a mess
[Pre-Chorus]
Not a fan of my new-found personality
Tried to keep it a secret
I'm not sure if I wanna face the reality
Going crazy
[Chorus]
So I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my
[Verse 2]
Don't like the girl that likes your pictures, I want her dead
Gone psycho by my own admission, make up for it in bed
I wanna bе your best decision, your only friend
Wanna bе loved like your addictions, like we don't have an end
[Pre-Chorus]
Not a fan of my new-found personality
Tried to keep it a secret
I'm not sure if I wanna face the reality
Going crazy
[Chorus]
So I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my
[Bridge]
At the start I used to be so fun
Now I wouldn't blame you if you run
Hear the words just spilling out my lungs
Now that I'm wasted
Really wouldn't blame you if you hide
Guess that I can say that we both tried
Said I'd never change, well that's a lie
Feel kinda jaded
[Chorus]
So I keep swallowing my tongue
Like I don't mind
Blind, don't know how this begun
My oh my