Told You

[Chorus]
Well I love you, I love you, making me feel sick in the head
Yeah I told you, I told you, now I’m bound to my bed
Cause I hate you, I hate you, all my thoughts covered in red
But I love you , I love you, over an’ over heard what I said

[Verse 1]
You told me exactly what I needed to hear, then you left me outside cold to rot
You left me all alone with no energy, My dear I’d already given you all I got
I guess I shoulda seen what was comin, you had a new guy fillin’ my spot
You told me you had feelings for me, now it seems as though you’ve forgot
Every second, every day I’m anxious, you’re still tearing my brain apart
I feel lost but I’m stuck in a state, I’ve got no way to just hit restart
You’re killing me slowly, I adore you, with you my hearts my weak part
You treated me as a lil game, I wish we could have a fresh start

And it goes something like

[Chorus]
Well I love you, I love you, can’t get you outta my head
Yeah I told you, I told you, stuck writing this in my bed
Well I hate you, I hate you, everything’s covered in red
But I love you , I love you, please listen to what I said

Well I love you, I love you, making me feel sick in the head
Yeah I told you, I told you, now I’m bound to my bed
Cause I hate you, I hate you, all my thoughts covered in red
But I love you , I love you, over an’ over heard what I said

[Verse 2]
I’ve been stuck in a shitty dark place, I’ve been stuck unable to even write
I’ve been stuck without a purpose, I’ve been stuck looking for a reason why
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, scared of going gentle into that dark night
Looking for answers from a higher place, but truthfully I just don’t know why I try
I’ve been trying, dear god I am trying, I don’t have a lord what’s the meaning of life
Why did they decide I’m hear to fight, I’m just tryna be happy, it’d be nice
I spend each day fighting these thoughts, cause I don’t want to pick up a knife
Why can’t they give me these answers, why can’t someone just give me advice

[Bridge]
And it goes like

[Chorus]
Say I love you, I love you, can’t get you outta my head
Yeah I told you, I told you, stuck writing this in my bed
Cause I hate you, I hate you, everything’s covered in red
But I love you , I love you, please listen to what I said

Well I love you, I love you, making me feel sick in the head
Ayy I told you, I told you, now I’m bound to my bed
Cause I hate you, I hate you, all my thoughts covered in red
But I love you , I love you, over an’ over heard what I said

[Verse 3]
Friends say things only get better, the sun will shine on the other side
I’ve gotta stop talking to this girl, she’s been giving me a tough ride
Got to keep fighting for a purpose, gotta get off this downward slide
But is that really what I want? Because right now I just want to hide
I’ve been searching for a goal, but all I need is the adequate dream
I’ve been writing too much dark shit, I need to change up the theme
Gotta look for my happy place, I’ve just gotta rebuild my self esteem
Too put it simply I truly love you, I do not blame you for anything

[Chorus]
Say I love you, I love you, can’t get you outta my head
See I told you, I told you, stuck writing this in my bed
Wish I hated you, I hated you, everything’s covered in red
But I love you , I love you, please listen to what I said

Say I love you, I love you, making me feel sick in the head
Yeah I told you, I told you, now I’m bound to my bed
Wish I hated you, I hated you, all my thoughts covered in red
But I love you , I love you, over an’ over heard what I said