Today, Dear Diary

Hook:
Can you feel my pain?
I don´t know if I´m insane
I don´t know if I´m alive
I don´t know if I´ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in my eye?
I am never satisfied
Can you feel my pain?

Verse I:
Today it was a bad day dear diary
Today the school kids were bullying me
I´m going insane
Didn´t take the school bus, I´ve been late
The teacher wasn´t asking why
He only said "sit down, next time be on time"
Fine! From a B then to an E
My grates are sinking (Yo)
And as I´m on that ship
I see how the last lifeboat sets sail without me (Wait)
They call me skinny so I´m еatin´
Then call me fatty so I´m liftin´
But they´rе never pleased
Always stay as the freak
With a note on my back
C´mon please kick me
Today I´ve been alone with no food ´cause they took it
Hungry again at the lunch table
Today I couldn´t even buy a chocolate milk
From the fridge ´cause today they also took my last cent (Damn)

Hook:
Can you feel my pain?
I don´t know if I´m insane
I don´t know if I´m alive
I don´t know if I´ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in my eye?
I am never satisfied
Can you feel my pain?

Verse II:
Do you know it´s hard living without someone
That is covering your back
To give you some strength and get you through bad times
Today I had to be alone once again
I go to bed and tell me everything will be fine
´Cause I´m such a pathetic second part
Can I hug me? I feel so alone tonight
I overanalyze every time and that´s the reason why?
Today I recognized it´s me against the world
It´s an exaggeration
Today I´ve learned this stems from my imagination
I am hurt ´cause all of this frustration
Talking with myself in the mirror
To reflect on every little piece in life
So I will do better and maybe have an answer
That is feeling right
Today I write some letters in a line combine it with my style
To finally find a sense in my life so I can tell my diary
Music made me feel fine

Hook:
Can you feel my pain?
I don´t know if I´m insane
I don´t know if I´m alive
I don´t know if I´ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in my eye?
I am never satisfied
Can you feel my pain?
I don´t know if I´m insane
I don´t know if I´m alive
I don´t know if I´ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in my eye?
I am never satisfied no