Today / Above

[today]
If you ain't getting money should start today
Shit I was down but I found a way
Had to look in the mirror, it's time to change
Bad bitch with me wanna ride the wave
Know my brothers with me gonna ride to the grave
I was fumbling bad but I made the save
Had to get me a bag and I made the play

Shit, look how I got where I'm at today
There ain't no going back today
Didn't know if I'd get past today
Swear I just made me a rack today
And I blew it all up in Saks today
The devil been trying to take me away
Maybe yesterday but you can't have today

And it feels like I'm betraying the guys, yeah
Causе I had to move forward and leave 'еm behind, yeah
But I know one day they gon' realize, yeah
That there's nothing here for us in that life

If only they know what I know
Wanna give em the strength, wanna give em the hope
I know how it feels to have nowhere to go
There's more to life at the end of the road
You could fight all your life and have nothing to show
Just a broken kid that was learning the ropes
Just a version of yourself that starts to get old
Just a story that's too ashamed to be told

(Shit, look how I got where I'm at today
There ain't no going back today
Didn't know if I'd get past today, yeah
I swear I just made me a rack today, yeah)

[Above]
I just can't let nobody inside
Then I'd have no place that I could hide
I'm tryna work on myself and my pride
I know there's too much, I can't put it aside

I had some trust but I let that shit go
I had faith in my brother then he fucking told
Then he just act like he ain't even know
How you got them new Jays? Man the truth is exposed
For a new pair of shoes he done sold them his soul
Guess I didn't mean shit and he wasn't my bro
You gon' make some excuses, that shit getting old
I guess you couldn't hang so yo ass had to fold

Times in my life make it harder to trust
I tried to be loyal, it wasn't enough
I tried to be real, but they don't give a fuck
They always gon' squeal, throw me under the bus
Took what we had, let it turn into rust
Took me for granted, left me in the dust
And this what I get for showing you love
Left me at the bottom, I put you above
Put you above
Put you above