To Those Who Don’t Smile In Pictures

Hows it feel
To be different then the others
Thoughts and emotions
Hidden deep beneath the covers
What's the deal
With feeling completely smothered
You lash out and crash down
Deep in the gutters
How the fuck do I feel so alone
When I know I'm not
And it's clearly shown
How the fuck do I still do wrong
My mind gets lost so I let it roam

Baby I miss you
I know I'm not the same
Baby I miss you
I promise I'll change

I'll admit it, I've never really fit in
An outcast at most
And jealous of the winning
Still healing, a sick twisted villain
I can't make amends
Can't forget all the sinning
Life stealing
I deserve what I'm feeling
Done shit I regret
Things that can't be forgiven
I'll pretend
And spend time not dealing
With my mental health
Guess I'll wait till I'm dead then

Baby I miss you
I know you feel the pain
I wanna grow with you
I'm going insane

I don't know
Where to go
I don't know
Where to go
I don't know
Where to go