To or Not Let Go

[Verse 1]
I would be a beauty, but my nose
Is slightly too big for my face
I would be a dreamer, but my dreams
Are slightly too big for this space
I would be an angel, but my halo
It pales in the glow of your grace
I would be a joker, but that card
Looks silly when you play your ace

[Chorus]
I'd like to know, are there stars in Hell?
I'd like to know, know if you can tell
That you make me lose everything I know
That I cannot choose to or not let go

[Verse 2]
I would stay forever, but my home
Is slightly too far from this place
And I swear I try to slow it down
When I am walking at your pace
But all I could think, idling through the city
Was, "Do I look pretty in the rain?"
I don't know how someone quite so lovely
Makes me feel ugly; so much shame
So much pain

[Chorus]
I'd like to know, are there stars in Hell?
I'd like to know, know if you can tell
That you make me lose everything I know
I cannot choose to or not let go