To Live a Lifetime

Faded out
The orchid flowers are dying
A purple sky
Is set behind me driving

I don’t like the way i think
I don’t try to swim before i sink
I just let the waves crash down

I don’t want to wait a lifetime to feel
What i felt when you were here
But i will live my whole life if it means
That i’ll see you at the end
Nothing feels the same for me anymore
And without you here, i’m unsure
How to live a whole lifetime
But if you’ll be by my side

I’ll try
I’ll try
I’ll try not to lose hope
In places where i shouldn’t be
Where i can’t see
But you are my light in the dark so that I can finally
Rise to the surface and swim to the shore for you