To Feel Mortal

[Verse 1: Resin]
Sometimes I wake up in the morning feeling barely alive
Wondering if anyone would even care if I died
Feel all of the hate and anger as you stare in my eyes
That's why when motherfuckers see me, they're scared for their lives
As I'm sippin' on this whiskey tryna fill in the void
Straight up flippin' since lately I'm really feeling destroyed
I don't think that anybody is understanding my pain
And I don't want to explain it 'cause I'm not one to complain
Unless you get me vexxеd, don't ever try to make Rеsin threats
As long as I'm around, you'll only ever be second best
Even though I feel like I'm already in Hell
'Cause so many of my brothers are either dead or in jail
So my chips are down hopin' that this record will sell
But it's hard to travel when you have a record yourself
It's always the quiet ones but I'm not going out quietly
'Cause I keep a straight face but inside it's insanity

[Chorus: Sarah Sway]
They don't hear me today
They won't see me tomorrow
They can't feel my pain
They don't know my sorrows
What it's like to be normal
What it's like to be normal
What it's like to feel mortal
What it's like to feel mortal, yeah

[Verse 2: Resin]
Focus all sense, it's easy too, during peaceful times
But one thing I struggle with is obtaining a peaceful mind
'Cause people lie and try to make you out as the evil guy
When they never truly got a real glimpse of your evil side
So it's hard for me to talk about the pain in my heart
'Cause life has taught me that it's best to just refrain from that part
Call me what you want, I don't give a fuck how it sounds
Nobody was around or tried to help me when I was down
Listen, you don't know about the demons I've faced
And lately life has only given me a reason to hate
From cheating bitches to dealing with all these treasonous snakes
And from a father who never cared, so fuck all the fakes
'Cause I've wasted too much time and energy and there's none left in me
Remember the eternal one is the only true enemy
So I'm tryna stay strong because what else can go wrong?
The only thing that I regret is disappointing my mom, I love you

[Chorus: Sarah Sway]
They don't hear me today
They won't see me tomorrow
They can't feel my pain
They don't know my sorrows
What it's like to be normal
What it's like to be normal
What it's like to feel mortal
What it's like to feel mortal, yeah