To Be Is To Sin?

Brains are scary and weird i dont like them
Pain is a new thing to me im excited
Shame is a lovely fling but you hide it
Fueled by dopamine so we ride it down
Red the color of fear and my hatred
Brown the color beer and i hate it
Clear the color of tears and theyre painful
Riding waves of hormones im hell bound
(Make a pact and seal it with a burn)
Facts and fiction im not a reader
Shes about to die i dont feed her
Life goes back and forth on a teeter
Everything we do seems pointless now
Frowning everyday this is hopeless
Drowning in a lake filled with koi fish
Life is just to short to avoid this
Everything we do should be worthwhile
Otherwise whats this all about