To Be Honest

[Intro]
You feel that?
Yo yo, uh

[Verse 1: Theo Martins]
Father never taught me how to be a man
Learned it from my mother learned it from my friends
Learned it from Theresa learned it from my grams
Learned it from the streets learned it from my mans
Ayo
I'm just trying to win trying not to sin
Get it all in cash do it all again
Fight away the tears fight away the fears
Fight away the pain all these fucking years
Ayo
Mommy asked me if I'm ever coming back to church
I told her its only through a wedding or a hearse
I told her it's only through the gift and the curse
I still lay my head back and contemplate it's worth, I do
All that shit is fear All that shit is tired
I've been taught to fear get a job retire
These are tears for fears these are formal fires
Trying to give you heaven cuz it's hella fire