To Be Honest

To be honest
I haven't felt this way in years
It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before, to be honest
I can't get a wink of sleep
You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine
To be honest

I can't figure you out
It's time for me to scout a new route to take, to be honest
We went off like a powder keg
You've got me counting eggs before they hatch

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
To be honest

It's been years since I've felt this
Unglued and helpless, you've melted me down, to be honest
What we had is gone and just
Lost and anonymous, honest to God, to be honest

I've been acting strange, dear
Something has changed here
The same year repeats, to be honest
It's slapdash and half baked
I'm trying to have cake and eat it too

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
To be honest

I've sat on the sidelines
While biding my time, it's high time I stopped, to be honest
This month was a nightmare
I've been waiting right here for light years on end, to be honest And I won't dispute that
I'll tighten my bootstraps and shoot back again, to be honest
I'm keeping my powder dry
Living without a lie, I promise to god

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And that's the truth, baby
To be honest

I haven't felt this way in years
It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before, to be honest
I can't get a wink of sleep
You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest