To Be Alive

I don't want to keep going in the same progression
I want to know how it feels to be outside
How it feels to be alive

You're so toxic you get under my skin
Everything you do I can't stand it
All these things you try to manage
Are crashing down around you

And I don't know how to save you
I don't know how to make you care
I don't know how to change you
I don't know how much more I can bear

It's all for you, this path you choose
It's like you wanted to lose

I don't want to keep going in the same progression
I want to know how it feels to be outside
How it feels to be alive

It's all for you, this path you choose
It's like you wanted to lose

It's all the same way
Stuck in the same phase
Always stuck without a line
Come up with another rhyme

You wanna change things
Move out and run away
You better not talk this time
Or I'll freak out and terrify
And terrify you

Can't you see the pain that your causing him?
Name calling
Shameful and I know that you don't know it
But can't you see the pain that you're causing her
Worrying about you and your little girls
I know that life can be better
We can save it we can do it together
I know that sounds corny fuck it whatever
I could care less, you're my family forever
I love you

I don't want to keep going in the same progression
I want to know how it feels to be outside
How it feels to be alive

So what I'm trying to say is
Fuck this life