Tired of It

[Intro]
Gang, Gang!

[Verse]
I’m tired of it
Our time was precious, I done love it
You gave ur all like there’s no budget
Without ur presence, I’m lost without it

I’m feelin’ agony from em
I couldn’t believe I lost em
Remember when 88s ran up and caught em
Funeral suits, I done copped em, yeah yeah

Demons and beasts, you know I declawed em
Feelins be pullin’ me down, gotta off em
Every day wanna call em
Family & fonem, cryin’ for cronem

“Have you ever seen a gangster cry?”
“They ain’t nothing wrong when you see a gangster cry”
“Shame to cry, brody say, "Demons don cry"”
“I just wanna give up, relapse n get high”

I wanted em out, get what they deserve!
Same night, spin da block you know he finna purge
Cannot be apart, you know we gon merge
Had to stay strong and not cry we need courage

Violence and slingin' da .9
You can see I’m bent and I’m sayin’ I’m fine
Homi? I just want my God to shine
Messin’ wit my blood now you just crossed the line

Tired ain’t got nun to prove to you nigga
Cuz it ain’t nun of your business
Wether I’m pullin’ da trigga
Or if I got shot by a little nigga

I never had a reason to lye
You don ’t believe me, that’s fine
Cuz if you know you know
I ain’t gotta prove nun
Cuz of it nigga I’m tired if it

Sittin’ I waited, learned patience
Weighed out my options, then called up my Haitians
We need Salvation
Steady temptations
Missin’ the bus, needa get to the station (Haaaa)

You know dem ones
Small thing, bent gunna pick up da gun
Weighs like a ton, without the funds
Speakin’ the Truth, plus I’m speakin’ in Tongues

Hospitals showed me how precious lyfe was
Seen family dye, permanent cuts
Sittin and waitin’, watched and learned
Don’t wanna be in Hell and burn

Grams in hospital, watched her fade away
Last time I’ll see her, there’s tears on my face
No more suffering, you hit home base
Wish I could see you now but you in a better place