Tired

I'm so tired of it all
You'd think you'd see me through the fog
I know you think I'll prolly catch you when you fall
But i'm so fucking tired, I can not
I know you see me through the window of your room
When you remember fastly how to move
I know I'm really acting ghastly, I'm not through
I just don't wanna be tired when I reach you
Yeah

I know that I've been acting stupid, I'm sorry
I just cannot keep up with life and all its worries
I noticed that you're failing as well, losing your glory
But I will still remain here to recite your story
I felt tired even back then, I'm not good
The fucking school holding me back, yeah i'm not good
Said you felt sleepy when we headed to your room
I dropped you and i left, 'cause I felt tired too

I'm so tired of it all
You'd think you'd see me through the fog
I know you think I'll prolly catch you when you fall
But i'm so fucking tired, I can not, yeah

I can't stand this anymore I need silence
I'm sick and tired of the weight of all this violence
I can't seem to move, I can only seem to cry, and
Please end this before I close my eyelids
I don't wanna do this anymore, yeah I'm trying
You know I'm struggling to breath as I write this
The tears around your cheek only seem to be drying
I'm sorry that i can't fight this

I'm so tired of it all
You'd think you'd see me through the fog
I know you think I'll prolly catch you when you fall
But I'm so fucking tired, I can not
I know you see me through the window of your room
When you remember fastly how to move
I know I'm really acting ghastly, I'm not through
I just don't wanna be tired when I reach you
Yeah…