Tired

Autumn was approaching
The leaves were turning brown and orange
With a hint of golden
My life was turned upside down
And now I'm floating

Now the change of season
The bitterness winter has I am freezing
Feel like going nowhere
Will anything really change or am I stuck here?

I ask myself what am I doing here?
I can’t pretend like I haven't wished to be up there
I'm tired of feeling like this
Tired of crying
Tired of pressure on me
Tired of trying

I feel like no ones noticed
But everyone don’t have time to focus
I don't even blame them
If I were them I wouldn't deal with my own shit

And now
I get high I don't touch the ground
Said goodbye to life underground
Move in peace I don't speak too loud
What's the fun in that now?
You heard I been down
You heard I been down

I ask myself what am I doing here?
I can't pretend like I haven't wished to be up there
I’m tired of feeling like this
Tired of crying
Tired of pressure on me
Tired of trying

I’m tired of feeling like this
Tired of crying
Tired of pressure on me
Tired of trying