- Tired
This ain’t a song this is my life, I’m tired of doing wrong and saying it’s right, I’m tired of the fucking depressing phone calls at night, waking up having knowing that I have to fight
I’m seventeen and I’m still living so ahead of me, I got 7 people that I can call family, I got so much pain I wanna relieve, it’s tormenting *2
I’m living with these burdens that I know I can’t carry, I’m tired of acting like my life ain’t scary, I’m tired of putting on this fake face saying that I’m making use of my time, but I’m not It’s all going to waste, I’m loosing my mind*2
I’m tired of the pain knowing that I left my grandpa dying, if I say I’m happy just know that I’m lying, I may be struggling but fuck it can’t stop trying
Ive been living so slow, been praying for my time to go, (YEA) if you can relate let me know, I can’t sing but I can write, and just know that this yеar was my fight
I’m tired that I can’t see my father, is god evеn really real I’m starting to wonder, this pain I’m fighting always beats hunger, I’m so mad, plz let me release my anger
Feel like my life is curse, if anyone has to go I’ll go first, I had to let people go even though that shit hurt, veins full of sorrow yea there gonna burst
I’m tired of knowing that I lost my sisters and thinking that there coming back, knowing that my uncle got life and I helped with that
It’s been me and my brother for as long as I can remember, now that hes getting older, I’m afraid our connection won’t last longer
I’m tired of trying to find love, I give my heart out, and it gets tossed over above, this fucking love shit has me stressing out, just like school my life is a drop out