tired

[Verse 1: akasuki]
I still miss you
And I wish you missed me too
Even though you treated me like a chore
I guess I'll just ignore
Everything you have ever said to me
And I'll pretend it meant nothing
Even though it changed how I saw myself
Is it even worth living in hell?

[Verse 2: akasuki]
I know, I know, you don't care
I know I'm living in despair
For no reason at all
I wish I didn't fall
So hard for you
And that's the truth
If I could take it all back I would
I haven't ate in 4 days, I know I should
But I can't bring myself to get up these days
I'm tired of living in this pain

[Verse 3: haunted_sad]
Destined to be this way
I'm looking to myself I really wanna change
Looking to myself I just wanna die
You're the one that's been only on my mind
I want death, death to fucking take me
My heart here isn't even beating
Yeah, and everyday I'm sinking lower
Yeah, I've been sinking to the fucking bottom
And all this happiness that I am faking
I can't hide forever so I'm sleeping..
Yeah, baby please give me a reason
I can't get, get used to this feeling
I'm living life on my own as of lately
I want death to fucking take me
I want death to fucking take me
To hide from this feelings
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