Tightrope

Brandon, it's cold in here

[Chorus: Teo Laza]
I've been walking on a tightrope
Bottle in my hand with my eyes closed
I'm a addict in denial
I hurt other people with a smile
Empty cans pilin' up in my bedroom
Think I passed out in the restroom
Got no money in my pocket and the rent's due
I should probably go and get some help soon

[Verse 1: Merkules]
Just the thought of it hurts
Deep down I know that it all could be worse
It feels like I'm honestly not from this earth
Am I even human? I'm not even sure
Just cause I'm nice, don't mistake it for weakness
I know they won't see shit the way that I see it
I made an agreement to pray to my demons
I told 'em to come over later this evening
I question myself cause I know I'm not normal
I don't got no morals, I'm broken in sorrow
The price that I paid for this wasn't affordable
Heart is too broken, it isn't restorable
The more that I pour from this fourty
I'm faded, ignoring the warnings
I'm sort of outdated
It's like I love it the more that I hate it
Yeah I'm sort of morbid, I'm going too crazy
Merk!

[Chorus: Teo Laza]
I've been walking on a tightrope
Bottle in my hand with my eyes closed
I'm a addict in denial
I hurt other people with a smile
Empty cans pilin' up in my bedroom
Think I passed out in the restroom
Got no money in my pocket and the rent's due
I should probably go and get some help soon

[Verse 2: Teo Laza]
Keep telling myself I'm gonna change
Told myself 'I'll start tomorrow' yesterday
Never quit 'em, but I might go on a break
I don't think I'm ever seeing heaven's gates
Wish I made better choices growing up
Being sober sucks, so I'm always drunk
Can't stop myself until I'm throwing up
I hate everyone, but I'm still in love with this bottle
Most of my problems my own fucking fault
It's a hard pill to swallow
I feel so hollow
Come walk in a straight line
So I [?] the morals around me like I'm in a brothel