Tightrope

We thought it was meant to be
Like the stars aligned, it felt like ecstasy
Until you figured out I'm broken not open
Been lost in an ocean and you can’t help me at all

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope
Almost going psycho
Don't know what the fuck I’m doin
And I've been
Tryna keep my head clear
Don't need no one else here
I don't wanna hurt you, no
You said it doesn't matter
But I can't live with seeing you go through that
You put me first and now you're worse than better
I can't let my pain turn your white into black

You stuck with me through the hurt
I didn’t deserve it
But you madе me feel worth
And now I’m drowning
Because I wasn't carеful with all my emotions
But I’ve already said enough to
Make you cry and now I'm hollow
Cause I let myself hurt someone I care
I don't know how'd I get so shallow
Thought I’m healing but clearly not

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope
Almost going psycho
Don't know what the fuck I'm doin
And I've been
Tryna keep my head clear
Don't need no one else here
I don't wanna hurt you, no
You said it doesn't matter
But I can't live with seeing you go through that
You put me first and now you're worse than better
I can't let my pain turn your white into black

I'm not alright but you still hold tight
Please just give up
Cause
We got so far, and it got quite hard
I can't keep this up
I can't keep living on this high
Cause I know that it won't last
I keep faking all my faces
Just so that you won't ask
And it hurts me every time
To know that you care soo much
Because I've tried and tried
To feel at all but I've had no luck

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope
Almost going psycho
Don't know what the fuck I'm doin
And I've been
Tryna keep my head clear
Don't need no one else here
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Cause I've been walking on a tight rope
Almost going psycho
Don't know what the fuck I'm doin
And I've been
Tryna keep my head clear
Don't need no one else here
I don't wanna hurt you, no
You said it doesn't matter
But I can't live with seeing you go through that
You put me first and now you're worse than better
I can't let my pain turn your white into black