‎​​tiffany

I hope god gonna do me right
I hope god is on my side
‘Cus the fickle idea that imma make it up to you now is flawed
And tryna see past me is brutal
I don’t wanna feel the hurt or get through it all
I've been questioning my self-worth and wondering
If my idols are really the vital

Who am I to reprimand, baby
Who am I to expect less from you
From you, from you
And I know I'm pathetic, I gotta choose my fights
Reason for feeling? I'm bouta lose my mind
Give me a reason on why I shouldn’t hide
I shouldn’t hide
I shouldn’t hide

I've been waiting for a long, long time
I've been waiting for a long time
I've been waiting for a long, long time
I've been waiting for a long time

I feel like I could fold
Lеave no impact, no direction
And feel like I'm a ghost
I'm tryna makе the most of it
I'm tryna be more affable
I'm tired of being a pawn to this status quo
Motherfucker in a trench coat like he sell dope
I feel you, yeah
I know you, yeah
Pick up the pace or stop calling my phone
Cus I know that you're scared of being alone
Bath salts on my grown eyes
It gon help me be millionaire
Insults I don’t recognize ‘em
Cus I've gotten so used to the fear
And I've gotten so used to rejection that it trickles down my shoulder
I'm so sick of crying man I'm older
I done put my feelings in a folder
Baby now I’m a boulder

And I don’t know how to trust you now (And I don’t know how to go back)
Could I ever feel your love again?