Tides

[Hook]
Here we go again
You ask me how I've been, and I lie
Say that I've been living, but really I'm only-
Surviving this fall
I know that when I'm down I gotta climb
But I feel so small
I don't know the last time that tried
Yeah yeah
I do know the last time that I cried
Yeah yeah
Just floating through life

[Verse 1]
I didn't know that the world could be so cold
That they could be so bold
That I'd feel so alone
While everyone else is feeling whole
I'm stuck with a big hole
Unable to fill my role
Yeah yeah
Unable to do what I am told
Ohh, and I can't let it show

[Hook 2]
I say that I'm okay
I really think I mean it this time
This shit just fades away
And suddenly I'm locked in my mind
I feel so cold
I know I gotta make some light
But this voice feels like home
And maybe I'll just stay the night
Yeah yeah
Yeah Maybe if I rest I'll feel fine
Yeah yeah
I just need some time

[Verse 2]
I used to dream of sleeping with the fishes
And I'd make future plans 'cause I didn't think I'd exist and-
I know that sounds depressing but it doesn't make a difference
If I'm happy or I'm sad, sometimes it just be how I'm feeling
But, for now I'm just a guppy at the bottom
Dreamin' of being the bigger shark of the squad oh
Then I could rule the blues with no problems
And if I had enemies I could just swallow them up
Oh oh
I gotta keep swimming, no I cannot stop
No, I can't get caught up

[Hook]
Here we go again
You ask me how I've been, and I lie
Say that I've been living, but really I'm only-
Surviving this fall
I know that when I'm down I gotta climb
But I feel so small
I don't know the last time that tried
Yeah yeah
I do know the last time that I cried
Yeah yeah
Just floating through life