​thuuunderstorm

[Verse]
Horrible times are wakin' me from snoring (Snoring)
When I'm drinking rum in the morning (When I'm drinking rum)
I can't figure what is so important
Used to care, but now I'm no emotion (But now I'm no emotion)
Smoke another sack and now I'm floating (Yeah)
Fuck 'em with a foreign stayin' golden (Yeah)
Comment on my page, now that's some wack shit
But peers still want me featured on their tracklist (Still want me featured on their list)
Cure my broken heart and now I'm savage
I can't fuck with bitches, you a average (Bitches)
I can't fuck with rappers, claim attraction
Don't call me your brother, this ain't lastin' (No, no, no)
When I'm getting close, you say I'm weak
Only time when I'm not hard is in the sheets (In the sheets)
I let out some feelings that were deep
Baby, the only time I cry is when I'm asleep (When I'm asleep, when I'm asleep)
I bring out these problems onto Jay
He told me that I would be okay (I don't want to)
It's hard to believe but that's my brethren
If he tell me something, I'ma listen (I'ma fucking listen)
Stomach pushing pills out like a piston
Oh shit, that's your girl? She gettin' fisted (Yeah, fuck)
Then she hit my bro up on a text
She don't really love you, just the sex (Nah, just the, just the sex)
Next time I see you, I'ma ball out (Yeah)
I've been on this shit like what's the cost now?
Even with my water, drinking Voss now (Drinking Voss now)
Hopefully you see me as a boss now (As a boss)
Yeah, I've been with Winston, what you thought? What you thought?
I'm used to connections being dropped (Connections being dropped)
When I play that shit, it hurt a lot, yeah
Took a break to think 'bout what I got (Think 'bout what I got)
All I got, my friends and pretty lady
Not even my family could save me (Not even my family)
Acting, looking shocked to see me wavy
Still I had them treat me like a baby (Yeah)
Two weeks from now, I should be dead
Evenings feeling like a bullet to the head
Only thing that different in my eyes
Guess I keep on moving till I die (Guess I keep on moving till I die)
Where would I have gone if I had stuck with it?
If I kept my secrets to myself, would it be different?
I'on wanna burden those I love with it
Our love is unconventional and unstable
I'm sorry to the people who are not able
To put up with my shit, I fill a whole table
My vision crackin' up like it was bad cable
That's my baby though and I'on even like labels (I'on even like)
Part three, said it never gon' be alright
Everyone you fixin' bound to pop up twice
I've been picking at my brain, I got some bad head lice
I just need my boys and guava and I feel alright
I've been thinkin', blowing smoke, under this starlight
Every second got me thinking "Is my miss alright?"
Yeah, my ho, she feeling soon, I'm gonna love her right
I just got some new dilemmas, it go well on ice
Do you ever think that it'll be alright?
I know I always say that shit, but I'on got no view
The future always scare me, I know it scares you too
But still, we got to hear an outset to erase the blue
I got too many problems for the both my hands
I got a angel from above that wanna hold my hand
I gotta settle down and focus on supply and demand
But still, I'm up at 2 A.M. making shit slow jams and oh