Throw Me Away [Sorry]

I'm sorry, did I disturb you there, I did not mean to
I'm sorry, being needy for a message ain't my style
I'm sorry, for trying to reach out, I think I need to
Stop worrying about keeping you for a while
We just weren't meant to last
Lost your interest very fast
Opportunities that passed
I regret I never asked
Just can't let it in the past

Guess I had a different view
And you didn't even knew
Then out of the blue
I had no clue why there's no trace of you
Kinda hard to let it go
And you didn't even know
I can't bеar being alone

Was I not enough or too much
It fеlt like you held a grudge
Was I asking for too much
Felt like I'm not worth a touch

There's nothing that went right
Stayed up wondering all night
Did you like me more quite?
No it's all... right
There's nothing more to show
That's something I should know
I'm processing this too slow [oh no]
I'm stuck in this hole
I don't know how to go
I can't look at my phone
I'm a mess on my own
You made my cry through nights
You broke me from inside
You haven't even tried
No you just lied
Then my hope died

I'm stupid I shouldn't have expected much from you
Now I'm wounded knowing that you have me muted
It was ruthless how quick you went from interested to leaving me
Clueless, I thought I opened up-
No, fucking screw this
You for sure know how this really feels
You went through this
I will need a ton of time to heal
And the truth is
You quickly found out that I'm just useless
I knew this
I'm a nuisance

I never felt more regretful
Your silence isn't helpful
What led me to think there was some potential
Need to fill this void you made
Are you glad I feel betrayed
I barely have friends that stay
Can't make new ones, I'm afraid
I'm afraid there's nothing that I can say
There's not a day, where I don't wanna fade away
I was a game that you loved to plug and play
So pointless that you throw it away

I won't forget the pain
Nothing makes me feel okay
Just throw me away