Through the Static

[Verse 1]
Cut me bleed me cheat me please mistreat me
Talk to god I wish that he'd decease me
Coward thinking don't nobody need me
This life shit ain't easy
Welp
Fall in love
We date repeat we date repeat
Have sex we sleep wake up we freak
(thats all you wanna do)
Get together
We fight we cheat
We lie deceit
Wake up repeat
Break up then leave
Not forever but time repeats
The hate you speak
Has crossed the line
I'm off your leash
Cause
Words cut deep, but I don't bleed enough
Cut myself cause I don't feel enough
See my blood oh my is that a rush
All in vain my veins go through enough
Welp

[Hook]
I just need some help
I don't love myself
Cut me bleed me cheat me please mistreat me
Talk to god I wish that he'd decease me
Coward thinking don't nobody need me

[Verse 2]
He say I'm fine baby look at you lips
I'm being kind baby look at the strip
You see the signs yeah the 1st and the 5th
The word is mine if I work it they tip
Should I decline I don't wanna do this
My fam is lying see they love is amiss
If I don't find any money they trip
When I resigned selling ass and my tits
My mama whine said I ain't gone be shit
Ain't gone find nothing better than this
I'm feeling pain they get in my brain
It's just not the same I'm riddled in shame
I'm going insane
Where should I aim alone with my brain
Ain't safe to remain this feeling is strange
I need me some change
Cause
Coke ain't cheap , but I can't get enough
Drug myself cause I don't feel enough
See my blood oh my is that a rush
All in vain my veins go through enough