In addition to the fact that he feels like he may want to leave door of his ‘home,’ he is also saying in a way he feels stuck. In his other song Faraway he writes:
“Yeah I’m sinking in the quicksand of a place I once called home.”
Khai wants to leave wherever he is, but just can’t find a way how.
[Verse]
I only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
Up too late lying on the floor
Thinking I've been here for so long
Just a little too long
Think I need to get out of the door
But I've never been a brave one
Always was a tame one
Always double checked all that I knew
But that safety is a danger
Yeah there's only one way out it's through
[Chorus]
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through
I will be there for you even if we may seek a separate life
[Pre-Chorus]
And I don't know what I've been waiting for
It feels like I'm always losing my way
I'm doubting every step I take
I know that everything finds its place
Although I wish I knew where to
I guess I'll have to see it through
[Chorus]
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through
I will be there for you even if we may seek a separate life
Oh-oh
Through and Through was written by khai dreams.
Through and Through was produced by Wizard Island.
khai dreams released Through and Through on Mon Dec 04 2017.