Thousand Yard Stare

[Coal Cash]

Now I ain't even here but I'm near with these words
If I ain't being clear, you didn't hear what you heard
If I ain't feeding fear then it's cheer for the famine
To examine the unfair, let's feed a bear to the salmon
Whether mammon or MK Ultra got a culture copping pirate
When the sky lit up with smoke we all can croak in ultraviolet
Pilot set to coast, we made a toast with kamikazes
While Obama plays the host and we can roast inside the lobby
If economy is ghost, most your money don't exist
Bliss is not comatose, it never was it never is
This is not overdose, I wrote it close to your prescriptions
Subscription to what I spoke will just result in more addiction
Conviction to what is dope but couldn't cope with mixed emotions
Them oceans are hard to float, plenty of boats have been broken
Soaking in regret while Baphomet reps the goat head
He broke bread with the pope, I hope they choke until their throats bled , As Goethe
Said before its hard to settle on my shore
For if the brainwaves are deadly, it smashed the levee when it pours
And (wore/war) through your door until it tore through your tenement
My sentiments speak obstruction with destruction eminent
It's evident we're poor with no remnants for amendment
Transcendent from the law cuz we're more than a defendant
I speak of vengeance, but want a temperance in my sentence
Had Larro forging my arrow so I can hit a narrow entrance
Fuck the pharaohs henchmen, and cross sections of 4th dimension
On (procession/precession) of the cross, I never lost my true intention
Perception of God, and I can spot it at a thousand yards
The hardest questions come with lessons that you won't regard
I won't depart from the mission it's envisioned
So I've risen to every challenge and balanced it with precision
Was giving a talent so like Allen I'll be a key
To help you free your sight but that's only if you like to see

[Tabs]

And ever since I was a cradled infant I've been trying to create an imprint
Cuz I saw the final days, I'm still trying the gauge the distance
Don't make a difference if I display persistence or stay consistent, life changes I'm just changing with it
I know the limits but still I overdid it
Cuz I'm dumb trying to use my thumb to plug a broken spigot
Roam with thickets holding the 5th golden ticket
The speed at which I go through emotions gives me motion sickness
And since birth my sense of self worth has been quite frail
Cuz my darkest hour can't be measured on a light scale
I've come a long way, going the wrong way down the right trail
And it hurts cuz I might fail in my search for the white whale
And how much weight can this animal manage before my broken clavicle becomes collateral damage
Before everything that matters gets shattered to fragments
And I spend all my days trying to claw my way out of this madness
It's fascinating, captivated by how the limits break
The captive captures fate as I navigate my inner space
My collar's off but I'm a dollar short and a minute late
Screaming as a watch the last glimpse of fate disintegrate
Nothing can compare but if I stare too long
I lose sight of what is there because the glare's too strong
The same feeling I get when I stare through the clear blue dawn before
All my fears appear out of thin air in a rare new form
Yeah I've ran through storms and from shackles I have broken free
But became a deer in headlights when I'm suppose to flee
Note to me never became that potency I hoped to be
On a crash course for failure still I'm sailing that open sea
They told me that I'm careless but I could care less
Stare death in his cocky face stop and take that rare breath
You don't know how thick the air gets when you miss by a mile
And you're inner child is screaming are we there yet