Thoughts of Suicide

[Intro]
Hey, man, you alright?
No
I seen how your old girl was coming down on you
Yeah
What happened? Your pops found out you lost that job and shit?
Mm hm
Well, don’t worry, homie, man, parents be like that sometimes
It’s like they mad at you 'cause they getting old
Just don’t go all crazy on me
Talking about you gon' to kill yourself again, alright?

[Verse 1: Anybody Killa]
Yes, in my mind I want to do it
But when I pursue it I can’t seem to go through it (Nope)
So I’m going to write a song just so you can feel
Everything I feel when I’m in the mood to kill myself
I can’t control it
These thoughts of suicide, I’m always dealing with
And I know I’m not alone when it comes to this
'Cause everyday it’s like the whole world's pissed
So fuck your attitude
And keep your bad mood 'cause I got one too
And I don’t give a shit who you rolling with
Bring your whole damn crew
We’ll call it suicide
When you messin' with a killa someone’s bound to die
And it won’t be me
'Cause only one claimin' my life is G-O-D

[Chorus]
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now

[Verse 2: Anybody Killa]
Are you easily influenced? (Are you?)
Does your parents always say
That your friends are the reason that you ruint (Fo sho)
Do you have hate for your boss
To where you wanna catch him alone
And pop one off *Gunshot* (Fuck working)
Or is it mental health
Where the only problem you have is with yourself (It's all you)
Can someone please explain
Why it feels so good to cause so much pain (So much pain)
With all these thoughts we have
Yep it’s easy to say to just relax (Just relax)
But when you that fed up
Only thing in your mind is how deep to cut
Because you hate your life and you really don’t care
And things would be better if you just weren’t here
So now you ready to go end it all
Instead of thinking of the ones you won’t see tomorrow
(I'ma miss everybody)

[Chorus]
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now

[Verse 3: Strict 9]
It’s nothing nice
Got them thoughts steadily running through my head
I close my eyes and try to picture if I’m better off dead
It sucks to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely
Separated from the world cause the world is so phony
Hear my cries, tell me why, when you do it tell no lies
You in disguise, I can see it in your motherfuckin' eyes
It’s suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside
Shotgun it’s your boy and I’m ready to die *Gunshot*

[Interlude: Anybody Killa]
Do people that commit suicide go to Heaven? (Suicide)
I’m sure everyone has their own theories (Suicide)
But I’m a firm believer that if you take you own life (Suicide)
Your soul is trapped (Suicide)

[Chorus]
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh)
You ever thought of suicide?
Glad you didn’t do it, if you did, you wouldn’t be here now