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[Intro]
I said I love you (sn8kebytez)
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

[Verse 1]
Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

[Chorus]
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[Verse 2]
My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

[Chorus]
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

Outro: Keith Silverstein, Kaiji Tang, sn8kebytez
Oh, right (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Hmm? (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Who was this someone you said I reminded you of?
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Hmm, myself of course (Ah-ah-uh-ah)
(Ahh-uh-uh-uh)
Tell me, Dazai (All alone in my head)
Why is it you wish to die? (Waking up in my bed)
Let's turn that question around (Wasting all of my breath)
Is there really any value to this thing we call living?