Thoughts

[Verse 1]
I'm new to the life I have, I'm failing fast
I gave it all I got, and now I'm gone
I'm here with my new friends, the doubts, the fear
They tell me I will never get put on

[Chorus]
And these thoughts surround me
They're haunting me night and day
And these thoughts surround me
I'm falling just like their prey

[Verse 2]
I find my strength again, my voice, my pen
I want the things that God has promised me
But I end up right back there, contrast, compare
What do they have that maybe I can't be

[Chorus]
And these thoughts surround me
They're haunting me night and day
And these thoughts surround me
I'm falling just like their prey

[Outro]
I ain't quite where I used to be
Don't know where I am going
I'm not quite where I used to be
Don't know where I am going