Thought of you

[Chorus]
She never look in my direction
Don't expect you'd speak again with me
I'm so protective though she left 'em for some better things
I know you see me when you dreamin'
But I'm on my own, I'm all alone
So baby let me be
I'm outta touch with whats been goin' on in public too
My focus runs from blowin' up to bein' in love with you
But it ain't nothin' maybe I was meant to be on my own
All alone
I guess I'm done with you

[Verse]
Keep speakin' hear it from the castle let it pass
Ink bleedin' through the sheet my raps wrote on my own
Barely leave unless I have to havin' bad trust issues demons from my past won't leave me alone
Kick 'em out the door, I'm keepin' it closed
And people provoking me to only keep to me and writing poetry to deal with shit I'm coping hopefully this how its suppose to be devoted like a soldier til' the dopamine is gone release
She left me
Broken hearted empty
Can't recall how many of the vocal brawls but plenty
But then weeks pass hit me up you should forget me
I'ma lose reception entering in natures energy
I found a quiet spot by the lake where I can just sit
Focus on my mental others steady chasin' checks and
Anything that money can buy thinkin' it meant shit
But you will never find happiness with what you flexin'
Those chains look like ropes hangin' around your throat
It's metaphorical so many people would die to hold em
Get rich and try and afford designer clothes is what they striving for
Societies have died and materialistic minds took over
They rob your wallet and convincing you you gotta cop it
Without a option if you don't then you are not as poppin'
So I've divided from the crowds expensive styles are lost in
And finally found a place I'm thinkin' that we all belong in
And I know you hear my work
In every second of these records when I speak my verse
There's no pretendin' no regret because I found my worth
You gone reflect on all the memories that we have earned
I guess it's just the way it goes separate from who you know
They been workin' 9 to 5, I been at the studio
When I got some spare time I'll probably kick it on my own
Meditate to clear my mind try accomplishing my goals
Whatchu no bitch?

[Chorus]
She never look in my direction
Don't expect you'd speak again with me
I'm so protective though she left em for some better things
I know you see me when you dreamin'
But I'm on my own, I'm all alone
So baby let me be
I'm outta touch with whats been goin' on in public too
My focus runs from blowin' up to bein' in love with you
But it ain't nothin' maybe I was meant to be on my own
All alone
I guess I'm done with you