THOUGHT IT’D BE

[Intro]
(creative)

[Chorus]
Never what you thought it'd be, you ain't thriving off of honesty
Just put it all on me, I guess I ain't where I thought I'd be
Like, could you keep it calm at least? Never thought I'd hate when you talk to me
Just wanna have a lot to leave, have a lot to leave

[Verse]
Lay in that bed I made me, comfort don't equate safety
Show me how much you hate me, then tell me I'm just crazy
Know it sound a bit nihilistic, but, shit, I think I'm dying to miss it
Reach for it, and I'm barely inchin', make it work, but I barely get it

[Chorus]
I know it's never what you thought it'd be, you ain't thriving off of honesty
Just put it all on me, I guess I ain't where I thought I'd be
Like, could you keep it calm at least? Never thought I'd hate when you talk to me
Just wanna have a lot to leave, have a lot to leave