Thought I (Demo)

[Verse 1]
Once in a lonely time
I couldn't see the light
I wouldn't know at all
I wouldn't know at all
Took out the book that says
I gotta grab my head
Still didn't know it all
I thought I had it all

[Verse 2]
Told me I was never good
Told me if I understood
I would be growing up
I would be [glowing/going?] up
So, I stood in front of myself
I told me to get some help
But I wasn't givin' up
I wasn't givin' up

[Chorus]
And I thought that this was different
Thought that I was kind
Thought that I could make it back [all night/alright?]
Still my heart and break it
Every single time I
Try to spend my life away

[Verse 3]
I had a heart attack
I put my faith in that
I had to give it up
I had to give it up
It took the part of me
The part that would never leave
I wanna know it all
I couldn't have it all

[Chorus]
And I thought that this was different
Thought that I was kind
Thought that I could make it back [all night/alright?]
Still my heart and break it
Every single time I
Try to spend my life away
And I thought that this was different
Thought that I was kind
Thought that I could make it back [all night/alright?]
Still my heart and break it
Every single time I
Try to spend my life away

[Instrumental Outro]