This World Is Alien 2 Me

Everything I loved let it get away
Bottled up gotta let it free
Piece of my past in y hand
Keep it all together I don't know if I can
If you wanna leave wouldn't hold you
They wouldn't believe it if I told them
It's hard to breathe when you're lonesome
Why they only there when they want some
I'm a soldier I can see the vultures
Getting closer to the end
I don't need a friend
I don't play to win
I don't wanna drown now
I just wanna swim
Ima let it marinate while I try to elevate
Looking for the better things
I just wanna celebrate
How I do it effortless
Product of my father
Something like some medicine, I don't even bother
I don't even look, read em like a book
I can feel the friction, I can see they shook
Something like the blind, they do not see the signs
You say that you different, I can tell you lying
Trying to hold it down with the world on my shoulders
I just wanna live, buy a crib, and never own nun
I don't wanna stress, tried to forget
I know I can't do it on my own, need a rest
Dear God