​this was written for nobody

You were my puzzle piece now I’m a misfit
My vision doubling can’t seem to fit in
The earth is crumbling but I’m not tripping
Swear your so lovely in these conditions
This shit ain’t sentimental
I just get fucked up and write up to my instrumentals can feel it in my mental that my life was accidental
I have a body but it feel like a rental
Know that you can call me at the drop of a pencil
And times have been tough I can’t sleep cause I tremble
I’ve been feeling trapped like a dog in a kennel
Bitch I’ll slit your throat but you know I’ll do it gentle
I wish I could go back when I didn’t meet the devil
Dreaming about a brown pickеt fence
Sinking becausе the way the vent
Leaning I can’t go right I can’t go left
Thinking about the time I felt your breath on my skin
I grab the styrofoam it seems that now I’m driving home
Red and blue lights it seems I might be to high oh no
Is this the end it really is I don’t pick up my phone
When I look back no one cared I’m going out alone
Fuck to society I already feel so old
And my anxiety has been so out control
I used to be sober, I had to fill a hole
Can you please come over cause I feel way to cold
I just wanted you back