This Time

[Intro]
I sit alone in the dark, yea
My mind is going bizarre yea
Shut-in it leaves me alone
Feel it all through my bones
It's gonna be a wild night

[Verse 1]
Never in my life have I ever ran this quick
Fuck man I must've really lost my shit
But everybody knew this was bound to happen
When everybody was telling me I should give up rapping
Fuck that, can't quit cuz I'm in too deep
And everyone mad cuz' I'm trying to do me
I'm a little fucked up and I'm out of my head
But Imma keep this shit going until the day that I'm dead

[Chorus]
Running around gonna get somewhere wheres there nowhere to fight
I got a feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy, and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single fucking second this time
And I've never felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip Patrone yea
Right where I belong and if
It might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right

[Verse 2]
I can't shake the feeling that it's about to happen
That I'm gonna make a killin
I got dreams at night be it I find the millions
I wake up stressed out yelling at the ceiling yea
Where would my life go? Will I be on my own?
I thought these past two years seeing how it went
Pay to God that I die old
I signed up for this, but I know the cost, now it's out of control
But it's too late to just stop
Now they looking at me different
Wondering if I'm far away from a killer
They all losing their minds saying I'm one in a million
But fuck y'all look Ma I finally did it

[Chorus]
Running around gonna get somewhere wheres there nowhere to fight
I got a feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy, and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single fucking second this time
And I've never felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip Patrone yea
Right where I belong and if
It might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right

[Verse 3]
You signed up for this, now it's out of control
But no one understands you
Wait, wasn't that the goal? You write songs about it, don't you?
Yea I guess, but you don't understand
I write these fucking songs to get this off of my chest
And if it wasn't for this music, where would I be?
I'm tired of being tied down, okay?
Now I'm breaking free
No more running in circles, I think that I'm losing my mind
Yea I might be a little fucked up but I promise that I'll be just fine

[Chorus]
Running around gonna get somewhere wheres there nowhere to fight
I got a feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy, and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single fucking second this time
And I've never felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip Patrone yea
Right where I belong and if
It might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right