This Time

[Verse 1]
I wanna be free from the cycle
Doing what I can just to not be going psycho (oh)
There's no telling where your life goes
When there ain't a damn thing that you ever fight for
I was young, I was dumb
What they want me to be
Had enough, I went numb
Now they all wanna be my friend
It's funny how I did it to make some
And I made some

[Bridge]
Round and around we go
The world don't stop and the trouble follows
But if it's round and around we go
I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go
Harder

[Chorus]
This time
I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time
I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life

[Verse 2]
I remember when these women, they were bad for me
And I would never even notice it was happening
But there I went, when I fell apart
And when I bent, it got hella dark
But I was good, I was water, I could flow each way
And there's some times I wanna be that freak show these days
If I OD, maybe I'll be that OG Dave
No wait I'm cappin', that can't happen, I'm too cold these days
It's like

[Bridge]
Round and around we go
The world don't stop and the trouble follows
But if it's round and around we go
I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go
Harder

[Chorus]
This time
I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time
I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life