This summer, I realized

[Intro]
And just this summer
I realized
Whats the point of crying
U never want
To come back

[Verse 1]
These photos, these words, these messages i read
The bracelet i got, and the money i spent
Is something ill never forget
Oh u never realized the things that i did
Neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
Everything
You asked me for
I can't go outside or think about something else
When ur on my mind
Girl u took away my heart
Crushed it with ur hands
And made things worse
The time i consumed into writing these texts
The things that i did
Even planned all those things
For u
Just to always say no
Or planned on leaving after
I expressed my feelings
(its okay i still think that u are the best
Ill never get over this
Never forget
How i felt
When u were there
My love for u girl its crazy how its there)
I tried i tried
Im sitting in my room once again
And i cry
U made me who i am but i hate all of it
All these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
And im weak
And i hate
But i love the way u act
Even if u dont care
Im scared of the future cus u are not here
The love of my life disappeared like u were
Never there
The past 8 months i tried
To make u realize
I never tried to hurt u
I know u werent happy
But its okay my dear
Ur better now
And as long as ur here
Im fine with that
Cus my life is nothing without u
The past 8 months i tried
To make u realize
I never tried to hurt u

[Outro]
And just this summer
I realized
This was the best time of my
Life with u being mine
The love that i sent
And the one u gave back
Is something ill
Never try to hide again
Cus why should i leave it all behind
I never got to hold onto ur hands
Or get a taste of ur lips once again
Before u left
What happened to the part where u said
We'd both grow old together
And get a bunch of cats
Live a happy life