This Life Is Killing Me

I believe, I believe
That my life is running out on me
I believe there's a light that I can't see
It's your saving grace but it's not saving me
To live for and hope for
I believe that this life is killing me
That it brings me down to drown in misery
You don't think that I will sink but you can't see
That the blues and grays are pouring down on me
To live for and hope for please pray for
I believe I'll shut my mouth before I scream
I can't go out the sky is closing out on me
I believe that I'm scared of what I see
It isn't right the way this life is killing me
To live for and hope for please pray for